Sentosa

Today we went to Sentosa, cuz dear Vic wanted to celebrate our one year anniversary.. We decided to incorporate Sai's birthday surprise together as well.. We had like tonnes of things to bring-newspapers, umbrellas, tealights, her present, camera, cake, everything and we dragged ourselves to Sentosa only to initially lose our way but finally we landed at a nice cosy spot in Palawan where we made ourselves really comfortable.. We took a couple of random pictures ad stuff and then decided to set up her surprise before she got there. We drew a nice "Happy Birthday" on the sand and used the tealights to spell out 'Sai' below that and we topped it off by drawing a huge heart around the whole thing.. We meant to light the candles as she was approaching. So having prepared everything, we sat down to play cards till Vimal turned up and then we resumed photo taking. We had a nice time by the water, taking photos and playing with the water.. Too bad we couldn't really catch the sunset, though.. We came back and waited for Geeta and Sai to turn up.. When they were reaching we attempted to light the tealights.. But, the wind decides to be funny then.. Where there was no wind all along, it suddenly started blowing out the candles.. Sooo annoying!!! We were all on our hands and knees relighting candles and blocking the wind with newspapers.. Finally we successfully managed to get sai to see our masterpiece.. I think she was surprised.. Haha.. we made her cut her slice of Oreo cheesecake after blowing out her candles and we proceeded to catch 'Songs of The Sea'.

That was just.. Wow! I loved the water sprays and the animation.. The 25 minutes just flew by and the company was wonderful as well.. I am so tempted to take the little kids there. Im sure they'd love it!!! It was really beautiful, the fire, the water, the lights, the songs, the setting, everything! Im glad we all went for it.. Nice end to the evening :)This is my fav part...


And the ultimate highlight- our trip back to the MRT from vivocity. That was seriously very traumatising. We went to the wading pool to take pictures and so we left our belongings on the stone sitting area so that we could roll up our pants to get into the water. We were all standing in the water snapping pics when suddenly Vic yelled "cockroach!" Never have I seen people move out of water sooo quick.. We scrambled out of the water and grabbed our belongings and ran-not before giving those sitting around some real solid entertainment as we ran around the cockroach screaming. Then we moved towards the stairs and some genius suggested taking a pic sitting on the stairs.. so we very nicely arranged ourselves on the stairs one below the other and Vimal positioned himself in front of us to snap a pic. All of a sudden, Geeta screams and we all jump up to see a cockroach again. We just ran screaming. I think we gave Vimal and those around a lot of amusement. Aiyo.. Then we decided to just forget about taking pictures and to just go back so we were walking towards the glass doors when Geeta jumped.. Automatically we all jumped and she kept insisting there was something crawling on her although we all didn't see anything. Sai kept insisting she saw something too. But since there was no physical evidence present, we carried on and entered into the bustling Vivo when Sai just screamed. We turned around in time to see her throw her bag on the floor in the middle of Vivocity yelling, and a stupid cockroach was seen scampering away from her.. We were all horrified.. Luckily Vimal was there to help her pick her things, otherwise I think we may have just left them there and run. We were so paranoid we all started checkin all our belongings and running fingers through our hair to make sure there wasn't anything anywhere. Till we got home we all kept fidgeting, thinking there was something still on us... Aarghh!! A really disturbing end to the whole outing.. That was seriously a birthday "surprise"..

Oh well, but other than that stupid annoying cockroach that kept trailing us, I must say we had a wonderful day and I really hope we can do this again some other time minus the rush :) Hope you enjoyed your birthday Sailu darlin! *muakz* Goodnight!!

Make over ??

So, we went to Chitra's place yesterday and we had sooo much fun.. We entered like good girls and said hi to mum and grandma and sat down quietly to watch Parineeta...Until.. Chitra took this pink eyeliner out that she just bought and that was it.. She decided to do our make up and refused to take no for an answer. although we constantly kept telling her that we were not meeting anyone and were just going to go home, she just sat us down and began her masterpiece.. She is impressive I must say.. So Chitra baby, 24th you're booked k? *winkz* I think her mum was probably horrified by our hyperness and laughter and the millions of pictures we kept snapping. This is what happens when 3 crazy girls get together.. Oh well.. Im glad we all had a blast.. Missed you girl.. *muakz*

Anyway, both of you, my msn is not cooperating so I shall post the pics here for now.. Will try sending later k?By the way, some pictures are pretty disturbing :)

No More Seafood

Yesterday night i thought I was going to die.. Seriously. Never had food poisoning like that before. Stupid prawns in stupid Thai Express.. I mean how could something that looked so innocently delicious cause so much headache? And it wasn't just me.. Poor Geeta was affected as well and getting home in the packed train with an extremely painful tummy was hell.. And more than the tummy pains, the sense of nausea and the chills that followed left me rolling on my bed with my teeth rattling from the extreme cold. That was the worse feeling ever.. Shivering beneath the blankets when windows are closed and fan is switched off and you have no idea why you feel sooo darn cold.. oh well, Im just glad it's over. No More Thai Express!!! Sorry Vas, I know that line would have been pretty depressing.. you got to find another partner for thai cuisine :)

Anyway on a brighter note, I finally managed to get Parineeta!!!! After sooo long! And I got Viruddh(hope i spelt that right) and another tamil movie.. So that should keep me pretty occupied.. Bee movie is still in my list of MUST WATCH MOVIES. Just spoke to Vaarsha.. Kid was pretty excited about catching it with me.. But lets see.. :)

Going to Chitra's place later, unless I start throwing up before that or something. That's something I have been looking forward to for a while. Yay! Been some time since I met her and Im sure it's gonna be pretty fun chilling out with her and Vic.. I just hope I feel okay till then. :) Anyway got to go get some things done for now. Haven't had anything yet so let me rummage through the refrigerator to see if I can find something. And got to think of what to do if we actually do go to the beach tomorrow.. Be back later :)

And hey, you know who you are.. This time you don't have to ask me about it.. I just want to say thank you. For patiently keeping me company yesterday night through sms until I fell asleep. That was really sweet. You understood that I was really tired yet I couldn't seem to fall asleep and you didn't leave me alone until I finally did although you were extremely drained out yourself. Thanks. :)

Nightmare

I'm very shaken.. The dream I had last night.. No it was a nightmare.. I'm very very disturbed by it.. There have been dreams that made me smile when they sort of materialised after a while but this... I shudder when i think about it.. I woke up sobbing. It was terribly scary.. I really cannot handle it if that happened. One whom I grew up with and see as a part of me and the other one I formed an attachment towards..I hope and pray for that scene to leave my head. I don't want to talk about it to anyone either cuz they'd be disturbed as well.. I just cant seem to get that sickening image out of my head. I really want it to just go away... Pls....

If you're not the one

Something that made me smile listening to the lyrics.. :)

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

Life.Certainty.Decisions.Time.

Life is strange isn't it? Sometimes things seem so crystal clear and certain, sometimes you find yourself facing a forked pathway wondering which route to take. How do you make decisions? Usually you choose the path that seems clear and neat and covered with rose blooms as compared to the path that's weed ridden and dark.. But how do you know that the weed ridden path wouldn't clear up to a beautiful stream where birds sing and flowers bloom? Or how would you be certain that the path with rose blooms wouldn't end off in a muddy and treacherous road?

Decisions. Always hard to be sure. Time is another factor. If only it was possible to rewind.. To go back in time. To be able to undo so many mistakes and do things you regret not having done. To say things that remain unsaid..If only it was possible to switch souls for a while.. Just a few minutes, to be able to find answers you need to know.. To be able to be sure of things.. For certainty.. Oh well..

I think it's time.. I think it's time I decided to let this drop. It upsets me each time I try and constantly keep feeling it's just me wanting a difference. I only want a change if you do as well.. I only want to remain the way I am right now if you want me to.. But that is what I can never know and that is just really upsetting so I am going to stop. Hopefully you will tell me what to do.. before it's too late.. Im also afraid.. afraid of history repeating itself. Of losing the ones I care about.. And I feel it in your distance. But I also know that this is the practical solution and one that will be better in the long run. Time will definitely blow this heaviness away.. Slowly. But you're right. It's better this way. And safer. Thank you.

Have I ever mentioned that time is extremely unfair and harsh???

Baby Nikkita

My beautiful niece... By popular demand, haha.. Vic, I think this should make you happy:)

The day she was born... Sound asleepSweeeeeetStaring and concentrating...Chechi and babyThis pic... i love...Why? why? why?This one-my favourite