One White Cloud

Clouds or Not
by Carrie Harris

While I lay here
On the sandy beach
With the wind caressing my rosy cheeks
I look up into the empty blue sky
And wonder when a white cloud will come by.

My gaze is transfix to that empty blue
Just waiting for that cloud I knew.
Something whispers into my ear
Saying "Never give up hope My lovely dear."

Those few words
Touched my grieving heart
And my world starts to spin like a weaving dart.

Going back to those memories, that I hold so dear.
Making my soul ache, from that night of fear.
When my love was lost in those past years.

Before my love was lost to me
He said "look up in the sky
When it's empty and blue
And find a white cloud that nobody knew.

That will be me,
Looking down at you.

I promised, I will always love you."

Instant Tears

Annal Mele Pani Thuli
Alaipayum oru kili
Maram thedum mazhai thuli
Ivaithaane ival ini
Imai irandum thani thani
Urakangal urai pani
Edarkaagha tadai ini

Yendha kaatrin alavalil malaridalgal virinthidumo
Yendha theva vinadiyil manaaraigal thirandidumo
Oru siruvali iranthaduve idayatile idayatile
Unadhu iru vizhi tadaviyathaal amizhnthuvitten mayakathile
Udhirattume udalin thirai
Adu thaan ini nilavin karai karai

Santhipoome Kanaakalil Silamurayaa Palamurayaa
Anthi Vaanil Ulaavinaal
Adhu unnaku Ninaivillaya
Iru Tharaikalai Udaithidave Perughiduvaa Kadal Alaiyae
Iru Iru Uyir Thathalikayil Vazhi solluma Kalangaraye
Unadhalaighal ennai adikka
Karai servathum kanaavil nighazhndida.

Wish

My only wish for now...

To end up like Jamie.. in A Walk to Remember...

Perhaps then, people would realise that people matter more... More than rules, more than beliefs, more than anything else..

And I'd have at least a summer... Of bliss... That is all I ask for...


Landon: I'm sorry she never got her miracle.
Reverend Sullivan: She did. It was you.

Jamie: Without suffering there would be no compassion.
Landon: Yeah, well tell that to those who suffer.

Jamie: I'm sick.
Landon: I'll take you home. You'll be be...
Jamie: No. Landon! I'm sick. I have Leukemia.
Landon: No. You're 18. You - you're perfect.
Jamie: No. I found out two years ago and I've stopped responding to treatments.
Landon: So why didn't you tell me?
Jamie: The doctor said I should go on and live life normally as best I could. I - I didn't want anybody to be weird around me.
Landon: Including me?
Jamie: Especially you! [Jamie looks down]
Jamie: [Landon gets upset]
Jamie: Ya know, I was getting along with everything fine. I accepted it, and then you happened! I do not need a reason to be angry with God.