My Happy Ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...


Somehow this song always gets me thinking back.. My happy ending.. always .. i always end up not knowing what's coming.. Keep living in a fairytale of dreams.. I would never know would I? How would I know how it's going to go next or if it's gonna be yet another 'Happy Ending'...

To you, all I want to say is thanks.. thanks for making me feel i was always wrong, that i was naive, too innocent and the reason you strayed was because of my shortcomings, because i was uptight and difficult, because i wasn't liberal and was too 'sheltered', because i was wrong to be 'different' from you.. thanks for making me feel like a complete failure by telling me i annoyed you with my attachment towards kids, for telling your friends that i bored you cuz i stuck up to my moral values, for making me feel really insignificant and dragging me to the lowest point of my life.. For making me wonder whether i made a mistake or whether it's all my fault.. It's long over i know, but this song brought it all back, not the love, but the memory of what you made me feel.. And that's gonna take a really long time to heal..