Nightmare

I'm very shaken.. The dream I had last night.. No it was a nightmare.. I'm very very disturbed by it.. There have been dreams that made me smile when they sort of materialised after a while but this... I shudder when i think about it.. I woke up sobbing. It was terribly scary.. I really cannot handle it if that happened. One whom I grew up with and see as a part of me and the other one I formed an attachment towards..I hope and pray for that scene to leave my head. I don't want to talk about it to anyone either cuz they'd be disturbed as well.. I just cant seem to get that sickening image out of my head. I really want it to just go away... Pls....